His son will be his motivation not to cheat and do drugs. This is it, this is the wake up call he despartely needs to get his life on track. "My baby" directly refers to his son Jake. He's trying but, deep down inside there is this part of his pysche that wants to cheat and do drugs. The heina or girlfriend is him (or his mind) and Sancho is the drugs.
Well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down If I could find that heina and that Sancho that she'd found Well I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all He is saying he never could have predicted what happened to him and also the uncertainty that is his future. The whole song builds on itself digging deeper and deeper into Brad's problem To all of those who say this song is about Brad's son I wholeheartedly agree. What I really want to say is there's just one way backĪnd I'll make it, yeah, my soul will have to wait I don't practice Santeria I ain't got no crystal ballĪnd I'll make it, yeah, my soul will have to wait What I really want to say, is I've got mineĪnd I won't think twice to stick that barrel straight down Sancho's throatīelieve me when I say that I got somethin' for his punk ass That love make it go, my soul will have to I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break and I got to live it out, oh yeahĪll I really want to say is I got mine and I make it I'd pop a cap in Sancho and I'd slap her downīut my soul will have to wait till I get back, I could find that Heina and that Sancho that she's found I had a million dollars but I, I spent it all
I don't practice Santeria I ain't got no crystal ball